This Could Be My Year? Weightless

manage me, i'm a mess
turn a page, i'm a book,
half unread
=)

The long wait is over. I've been listening to all time low since 07. Though as saddening as it is they became mainstream, we all wana see our favored bands make it through. So here it is, the new single from atl, Weightless. In many ways, i relate this song to BLB. Who knows, come july, it could be our year =)



IntiBall meeting tmrw, hope all will be well, i feel like i'm just dead weight to them. sigh, and i got it wrong, sem starts on monday..and time is flying..

Give and Take, I don't Want Another Bad Week

I'm very pleased with myself, having managed to drive all the way to the heart of KL and return in one piece on saturday, without getting lost. =) i'm a true malaysian! haha. thanks to all who convoyed along. So to the bands that did play, good job and keep making a scene for malaysian music, someday we'll be there alright. I just know it. So it's a brand new week, I hope i get something to cheer about this week. Oh, and to marcus, alec, veno, izzaayyy, ally, lee, thomas and mag, i'm so very sorry i can't make it with you guys. Sigh, i erm, got caught up i guess. So, have fun in the forest tonight!! and see ya'll next sem...hi5s, hugs, secret-handshakes and butt slaps(allyyy) to you ya'll, i miss you guys already..love, ady.

A Week For Nothing

I must be the saddest boy on the planet ; having to listen to my own songs to sing me to sleep. oh well. nites, shiny bright stars

Tic Tac Toe =) How Far Do We Go?

Whee. Got rid of maths today. One paper down, just three more to go, before sem break, and a much deserved self-destroying period. Haha. In 2007, I made the fatal mistake of having 2 livita's within 3 hours, and i frigging O.D.ed in class, right before Physics paper 3. I was shaking in my seat. It was quite a nasty experience. ....Two years later, you'd think i've learnt my lesson. Negative. I woke just in time, left forr coll, skipped breakfast, passed by 7/11, caught sight of alicia and veno in there, so i doubled back and headed in. To my own regret, me two feet led me to the refrigerator, and of all the drinks on the rack, and it was a nice rack btw, I had to pick the livita with honey from taisho! Damn It. LOL! But ahh well, i lacked sleep, so I let the liquid flow down my throat and enter the confines of my tummy. The end result? 1. I didn't Shake as badly. 2. I did stay awake all through math, but with each yawn, tears just wanna squirt out and i knew i was annoying the hell out of thong beside me. Haha. Fun. Right, after math, was going to head home but the guys kinda changed my mind by saying crap like, " don't sisi run home la!, and ' aiyo never spend time with us', or " e.inc must study together for the last time la ". So yeah. I did stay in coll. Came home, wanted to hit econs straight away ( cause staying back i knew too well we werent gonna study and we didn't ), so i took a nice long shower, came into my cold room, put on some fancy house clothes, hahaha, and just fell asleep. Just like that. A few smses did wake me up, but i kinda slept all the way till about 8 plus. Aisehh. Anyway, got on fb and good to see kar lau uploaded a few pic of us the lpu8 gang. I stole a few to show you ppl here. haha. Oh and there was the rotaract shoot too. Let's start with the Rotaract shoot. it's hilarious.
I wanna thank Kristy for these pics. Priceless :) So yeah, we rotaractors are very nice people, very well mannered and like to keep it down it public. Ya think? Don't let the first pic fool you.


Ahem. Right, as I was saying..hahaha!! That was one fun day, our last meeting as a board this sem though =( Then here comes a pic from that legendary pangkor trip with me gang in 07, This pic is just downright, disgusting to some. Funny to most. Heard of the sea cucumber?
First time i held this thing in the boat, it ejaculated white crap. No Kidding. The guide said it was glue or sumthn like what squids do. protection mechanism. haha and the guide named it
" Mamak Kotek ". LMFAO. Anyway, i like how kev is looking at it, trying to fantasize abt god knows what with the sea cucumber XP. On a personal note, WTF! I was that round-faced before i left for NS..

Last picture. You know, everyone will boast about, their cliques and their gangs and stuff, and yeah it's cool. Only you would know the extent of how much you love/miss/hate/ your bunch of friends. I've heard them all. Now hear mine. They aren't my friends. I call them FAMILY!! :D
We shared a bond, 5 years in the making. If theres a reason why people cherish high school times, i'm sure this would be a key factor. I know it's mine. Look at the pic, they say it already illuminates a thousand words. I agree. 21 people, 21 different lives and backgrounds, 21 characters, 21 different ambitions, 21 best friends, 1 memory. LPU8 06-07. CHEH WAH EMO SIAL hahah, aights, back to econs. So here's the pic.

I'll Close My Eyes And Count To Ten

And hope thy heart will start again. Helooo. I tried sleeping about ten minutes ago, but there's a disadvantage of sleeping with your laptop right beside you, or so i'm here to tell you. And since i won't be sleeping anytime soon, i went out to the kitchen, opened the freezer, drop a few ice cubes into my usual drinking glass, poured a pinch of Tennessee's finest whiskey, and rounded it all up with coke. Tada, self made whiskey and cola, it's better than singing yourself to sleep =). Wokey, now that i'm all warmed up inside thanks to the alcohol, let's get down to business.

Happy Birthday, Kevin !! Yes, you are finally legal, finally 18, and it's been a long time coming huh? Haha. 8 years of friendship man, and i believe it won't end for a very the long time, mate. I toast my drink to you. Here's to years of friendship, fun, work, blood, sweat, tears, and everything in between. Seafield 3, Rockfire Utd, the Hang Tuah 132nd Pj's 9 (05-07), and of course, BS,SP and Black Light Banquet. Cheers.
happ bday, V. - shads

Moving on, today is the day we the BLB join forces with Wai Chun for his school's IR Day, which I don't give a shit about, but hey, it was a chance to get on stage and do our thing, so we were like, ' why not' . And that was weeks ago. We didn't even need the audition. And I had named us " I'm Made Of Wax, What Are You Made Of? ". Sadly the name was too long to be included into the itinerary, so without my consent, Mr. Chun changed the name to " Dear Daniel ". WHAT THE FUCK?? I've since learned that dear daniel is hello kitty's boyfriend. Hahaha. That aside, later today we'll be the last performance, playing again, as boring as this sounds, Secret Valentine, BUT! We're doing our BLB's special Cookie Jar :D No band has ever done it, and will ever do it better :P. Encore song? Don't Trust Me, 3OH!3. Yeah. Whoever thats going to this lame IR, take not that we'll give you a good time.

Wai Chun and The BLB. yeap. expect more of that later on stage.

Now moving on to the last segment. If you've watched the video posted in the last post, this is the prelude. Being in a band with your closest friends rock. I won't say it again. You don't even need to be talented. You just need the desire, the passion, and that's it. I won't say we're the next best thing or anything, but we have been busting our asses for the past year or so to get to where we are. And where is that, I hear you ask. Well, it's at playing on a rm10k stage alongside bands like PAKU and ONE BUCK SHORT/ALTERED FREQUENCY/BEAT THE SYSTEM. That's where we're at. Sad part is, we haven't got that much publicity, even while playing with those guys, and that's because we haven't recorded anything to back us up. Soon we will. Julyyyyy :) I never knew Peter & Jane would be such a hit to everyone who's heard it live. So that's what we're going to record first. Owh, and this goes out to lousy judges, wanna be's, talentless posers, and mr n misses popular out there for the fame. FUCK YOU.

Hahaha i've been procastinating and talking shit about posting pics up and reviewing events. Am I going to do it? Hmm. For the pics, you're in luck.

First Up, meeting up with NICK after like, YEARS!

From left to right. Lim Kevin, Nick Loo, Adrian Tan, Kevin Cheong, The Old Seafield III Generals. Hey i smiled. I really smiled. LOL


Next, Nat's birthday.
Steph, Nat and Ben
Xin, Sus, Nat, Thee


Mich if i may say, the cake tasted so good, i did a 45er

Okay, I guess i can go tuck my self in again. LOL. Before I go, I've been listening to a lot of music lately, and i'm stuck on this song, She's Got The Rhythm, by The Summer Set. Jess Bowen is my drummer idol. I shan't say no more :D

Fuck The World. For An Hour Or Two..

To be very honest, i don't have anything to blog about. The recent events, which are aplenty, I'm pretty lazy to post all the pics and stuff. Maybe in the next post. I'm just very tired, and upset. I'm not sure why myself. There could be plenty of reasons. Anyway, just wanted to share this vid with everybody.

We All Like New Songs Right?

And you can always count on me to provide you with em' =). Told you i'd be back with something. Haha. Right, i've just watched Arsenal come back from being a goal down to equalising the match, thus earning the gunners a crucial away goal to take back to the emirates, where, i'm pretty sure we'll outpass the spaniards and walk the ball into the net. RoadKill. Yup. A little dissapointed last night but that was fueled cause united didn't lose to porto, they should have. haha. United fans, don't hate me. Yeah so anyway, was thinking about going to sleep, but as usual, i've got other ideas. See, i've always kept to the routine of writing new material almost twice a week. It's also a good way to release tension or pour out emotions and ideas or whatever. Which, over the course from february till now, is just what i've done, and came up with a couple of songs that i've taken a liking to. I know it's pretty weird for writters to not like their own songs, but it does happen more often than not. All you non writters fyi. If you write something nice and melodious, your friends like it but you don't, then it's back to the drawing board. It's usually the other way around. If you like something others don't, it's cause you wrote it that way, and that's how you want it to sound like or mean. Unless, both you and everyone else likes it, then strike. It's a combo, and you know you're on to something. So my dearest of friends and family, I'd like some feedback on the 2, yes TWO new songs i've already posted up. Both songs can be found in the black player to the right. It may load pretty slow, but be patient, the net line these days have been pretty fucked up i know :)

First up, is a song titled ' You're Good I'm Gone ' . So, let me introduce a lil background to it. This song is pretty much self explanatory. It's about a guy or girl who's had the bad run in a relationship because it's not working out with the other. And it's time to drift off to find solitude on their own. Inspiration? Lol. I'm pretty happy with my own relationship first and foremost. I love jyen till afterlife and beyond and we're happy together as happy can be, so no, i know what you're thinking, But no, i didn't write it for me. I collected emotions from the people around me, situations around me, compiled them together, gathered tunes from past songs that failed, and even a lil help from katy perry. lol. I'm dedicating this to a few people in my life that is going through rough times at the moment. Just hang in there and who knows? Things might just work out. Here are the lyrics. COPYRIGHTED of course.

'YOU'RE GOOD I'M GONE '

Like a leaf on the ground
step on me, step on me
and push me away
that's how it feels
when you ignore me

We scream, We cry
it's hard to say goodbye
but it's not working out
your hands your heart so cold

CHORUS
I will leave us now
to find my own grounds
to be unfound
And you won't have to remember me
or remember us cause
we were meant to forget

Verse 2
Nothing ever comes true
when you really expect it
You meant everything to me
but you took me for granted
And now i'm all alone
cause the love i know
isn't there anymore

-back to chorus-
- THE END -

Yeah, so that's that. Give it a listen and tell me what you think. I kinda like the fade out at the end. Pretty emo-lly cool. hahaha. And, if there are any errors with the lyrics, or a particular line that you guys think i should change, go ahead and let me know aites? cool. Next song. This one is dedicated to Alicia. You know i do know what your last entry was all about, and you know i don't like him. Ally you're one of my closest friends, and i know you trust me as much as i trust you, that we've got each others back, but this time, i think/i hope you see what both me and izzy sees in him. So yeahp. I took lyrics here and there, and added a cool interlude to this catchy song. wheee, :D here it is.

' SHE'S MY BESTFRIEND'

So she tells me that you're the new boyfriend
you're hanging all over her side
But be careful cause she's my bestfriend
and i don't like that look in your eyes

I've been watching you change her to suit you
don't think i don't know what you do
And i know that you hate that she's close to me
And i know her better than you
Well, i know her better than you

Never ask her to choose cause you'll lose
you're just some punk that she digs
We've been hurdling branches for so long
and already you're tripping on twigs

So go ahead and bring her to dinner
and parties along with your fools
As for all of the people that matter to her
we know she's just too good for you

CHORUS
No i don't wanna fight
but i know your damn type
and i know it, i know it so well
You treat her right or i'll swear on my life
that i'll have to put you through hell
yeah i swear that i'll put you through hell

Verse 5
Now put away all of your ammo
i can see your hackles rise
I know you're afraid that i'll take her
it's been screaming at me through your eyes

So i'll say it again she's my bestfriend
i've got someone of my own
But i won't sit back and watch you hurt her
so shape up or leave her alone

-BACK TO CHORUS-

Interlude
I'm not jealous or anything
she's just my bestfriend
And you're just some drug addicted punk
some lame ass wanna be
And if you ever break her heart
i'll fucking break your neck

- BACK TO CHORUS -

- THE END-
=)

Finals

Uh huh. Title does says it all. Finals starts next tuesday, and it's that study rush again. Since it's study-break week, and since i'm not in the mood to study tonight, i guess i'll just waste time before the champions league match later. Anyway. Loads have been happening lately, Nat's birthday, jamming with wai chiun for seafield's IR, and meeting up with Nick for the first time in years. Yeah, great times. And it's come with some hard times too. Music-wise, being my only avenue to escape to, sadly so far it's at a standstill. BLB won't rehearse again till friday and saturday, and i can't wait to just get up on stage and perform really. I want that adrenaline rush all over again. It might just make all the difference during exams. haha. Moving on, all the april people. Nat, again happy birthday. Nicole, who's birthday is today i think. Well happy birthday to you too. Lastly. Guess. hehe. Who? wtf?! no of course not! hahaha. 12th of april, V. Yeah. Not bad, he gets to perform on his birthday! I'd love to do that really. Quite a nice gift. Well don't have much to say already. So i guess i'll end it here. for now.